I've got a serious list of to-do's.
However, I'm just sitting here.
Type, type, type.
Facebook.
Imgur.
Pintrest.
Twitter.
Type, type, type.
Click, click, click.
Procrastinate.
When I look away from my computer's glowing screen, I see tasks calling out to me, competing for my attention. The tasks that will be put off until the next weekend if I don't get a move on. Seemingly trivial tasks that, if delayed, will grow into mountains of work.
I look back at the screen. Other people are putting things off too.
I'm not alone.
I'll be fine.
Type, type, type.
But I know these mountains will swallow me and I'll never be the successful, accomplished human being I'm 87% sure I can be.
But hollow excuses are rampant.
It's Sunday.
I'm sick.
I want to sleep.
I'm sick.
My toenails need repainting.
I'm sick.
Maybe I need a snack.
And of course there is much to type, but none of it is meaningful.
Type, type, type.
Click, click, click.
Procrastinate.
I'll brew a pot of tea, grab a blanket.
I'll muster what courage I have.
Armed with index cards and highlighter, colored pens and paper.
I will conquer.
I will conquer the homework and textbooks. I will understand and comprehend.
And the other chores?
The wills must turn into do's.
It is easy to say "I will", but enormously hard to say "I did".
I can think of nothing to type save that I have much to do, and I am not doing it.
Admittance is the first step of solving a problem.
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